May the peace of the Lord be with you!
The mediumship is generous gift from God to progress of His guilty children seeking the path of progress. Nevertheless, you still have doubts, due to the non-execution of the spiritual duties in favor of the neighbor.
Unhappily, most of these sorry sinners pledged themselves to High Spheres in practicing a healthy mediumship but, when this shows in the matter, they renounce it, looking for obtuse religions that deny the Creator's Work, as if they were indeed "owners of truths." This way, they impede the creature's progress that, already failed, looks for redemption, without success to quit their own debits.
By other hand, the mediumship well exercised and practiced according with Kardec´s Principles, addressed for the neighbor's good and quittance of the sinner's debits, it allows the creature ascending to spiritual life.
At the beginning of the mediuministic service, the new candidate sees himself astonished before a new world, full of life and undecipherable characters for human language. He tries to understand everything at once; and still hesitating in dominating such aptitude emerging, he more stir up conflicts than aids.
When the student learns the first letters of the alphabet, it is not wrong he stutters and or spells while reading or writing. It is the same referred to the mediumship. To look for perfection at the beginning is waste of time. As gradually practicing it, the student balance and adjust it to his daily job.
Endeavor to discipline the mind and feelings, to remove the bad habits and to study the Spiritualistic Doctrine, offering you to Jesus and His Disciples guide the teachings on Earth.
To practice the mediumship is responsibility and love, charity and evolution.
Be you humble and obedient beings and, everything else comes by increment of the Mercy.
Practice faith and love so that Jesus guides us.
Chico, GESH - 01/31/09 - Vigil in Pedra Azul/ES - Brazil.