Clairvoyance: I returned to the past, at that time, the Roman Empire made persecutions against the Christians, the primitive Christianity.

The Christians refused to worship the "goddess Rome", symbol of the imperial unit, and to accept the "emperors" as divinity. Moreover, according with Roman Empire, thanks to its redeeming message, Christianism obtained huge success among those excluded from that society: women, poor ones and, especially, slaves, attesting the character socially dangerous of the "new faith."

The forms of execution used by the Romans included crucifixion, decapitation, stoning, throwing the Christians to be devoured by lions and other wild animals, among others.

I saw myself in that sad scenery incarnated as man, a Roman soldier with approximately, 30 years old. However, in certain moment of that same incarnation, I fell in love with a companion of the "Road", as denominated in that time of Christianism. When I saw her thrown to the lions, I cut my wrists, committing suicide.

In the astral plan, I often remembered of that scene, when someone threw her into the arena, devoured by lions and, at the same time, I suffered merciless pain after suicide.

I realized that, independently of several supplications I had done, I could only be rescued when the drainage of my vital energy had finished, because I was in he "Valley of Suicides" until the moment I had accomplished my physical journey.

Suddenly, a woman ¹, demonstrating a lot of compassion and serenity on her face appeared in front of me. When I saw her, I extended to her, my hands amputated by my insane action, and I asked her for mercy.

Then, she tenderly took me by the arms to Cologne, in the astral plane, for readjustment and restoring my energies.

GESH - 01/19/10 - Vitoria/ES - Brazil.

Note ¹ - Intuitively, I knew that woman was Sister Yvonne A. Pereira who wrote the book "Memoirs of a Suicide" dictated by the great Portuguese writer's spirit, Camilo Castelo Branco who was also suicide.