For a long time, I wandered in the invisible world, in search of victim to satiate my addiction: blood!

The victims' fresh blood provoked in my body an inexplicable ecstasy. Orgies, brutality and violence, and much more blood flowed to satiate us.

For long time, maybe for hundreds, of for thousand years, I ignored the "normal world". The time did not pass to me, because my appearance was always jovial after satiated and inebriated with the victims' blood.

However, with human appearance, I remained for short time, because long black wings grew and the aspect of a bat soon was noticed.

We did not worry; therefore, we took the young human appearance to attract our victims.

One day, however, a strong light paralyzed us. We were ten inseparable companions strongly tied by addictions.

After separated, I was alone.

I saw myself prisoner of a spectacular force, without getting hurt physically, without fighting with the body.

I was prisoner in a very clear place, which did not hurt my eyes already accustomed to the darkness.

Time and Space disappeared for me. I suffered awfully due to the addiction, because I needed blood. Crazy, I tried to pull my own skin. I did it, but the skin was reconstituted, unaffected.

Once, I heard an inner voice speaking in my head:

"Feliciano, think about God. Think about Jesus, our Redeemer!"

I laughed saying insults like a lunatic.

All this lasted for me an eternity!

One day, when I completely ignored my existence destroyed amidst crises of madness, there was an image projected at that place without walls that was my cell.

The projected image was a cross on the top of the hill, where a man preached. Sand up, I stared him, without understanding clearly the vision.

When the image approached and, I could see men and women cried removing the man that was on the cross. They put him in a tomb hermetically closed.

Everything was clear again, but the scene remained in my mind occupying too much space in my thinking.

Time is always long for me. I do not know when that scene appeared again.

The crucified man appeared smiling and looked at me.

When I looked at him, I fainted.

On that moment, I glimpsed my story like a clear film on my mental screen.

Before being vampire, I was an ordinary man deeply hurt unable to forgive and full of hate and revenge treading the tortuous roads of moral fall.

When I woke up after fainting, that sweet glance clearly accompanied me. He conquered me, without judgment.

Thence, again, I wanted to be a normal man with human appearance!

From that day, my treatment began so that I could return to the Father´s House.

Today, I know that man was Jesus. I keep alive His Presence in my heart to go ahead, without giving up.

Soon I am going to the exile, but I am not afraid.

I am afraid of falling again on moral degradation.

However, the Instructors tell me:

"Feliciano, with Jesus in the heart you will reach the High Spheres!"

Thank you my Adored Jesus!

Feliciano - ex vampire -GESH - 11/08/2013 - Vitoria/ES - Brasil.